part 5:chapter 40-45

chapter 40:Ruthie
June 2.Graduation Day and that's Ruthie turn.Her speech is very good,she talks about the time at High School and about all of the experience.Ruthie can convince all the pupils.Her applaus is thoughtful.
After the teacher gives the pupils their diplomas,Ruthie and AJ go to Christian who is giving a senior party.Ruthie,Christian and Andrea tlak about the future so they become sad and they crie.
->Ruthie convince the pupils with the truth
->It's again like a movie,everybody cries because they go their own way

chapter 41:Erika
She is happy that she graduated,but she doesn't hang up with the girls because they are just thinking about fights and things like that.
Erika works in a hair-weave studio now because she doesn't know what she wants to do with herself.
One time Kelli calls her and says to her that she was pregnant and that she didn't know who was the faher.Erika is shocked and she can't understand why Kelli wants to have the baby.The only thing she knows is that she doesn't want to be like that.
->My God!!!What is going on with this girl????She isn't able to prevent and she doesn't know who is the father ,but she wants that baby!!!I feel sorry for her child!!!She is not more like a stupid b****,sry!!!!


chapter 42:AJ
AJ and his guys are sitting in AJ's room and they are drinking because in a few days everybody will leaves school and they go their own way.They are sad and they talk about the pst and the future.Nobody can't believe that the time in which they stayed together is over and AJ is concerned about his relationship with Ruthie and about his own life.
Later Ruthie comes and Franco wants to get her money because her parents care about Anthony,but she doesn't want it.Although Franco knows that Ruthie doesn't like him much,he says to AJ that he should use the time with Ruthie because he didn't find another one like her.
AJ works the whole summer,so he gets a lot of money which he wants to get Ruthie's parents for their help with Anthony,but they don't want it.It's enough for them when AJ is doing well in college.AJ feels embarassed,bt he also feels well.
Moreover he and Ruthie talk about their future and they know that it's impossible for them to stay together.They start dreaming....


chapter 43:Erika
Erika meets Ruthie and AJ at Michella's party,but she is able to talk to him and she doesn't hate Ruthie the way she did.For the first time in a long time,she feels proud of herself and she knows that she has her dignity and that she can stand on her own.She has changed and she is optimistic about her future.

chapter 44:AJ
After leaving Michella's party,Ruthie and AJ drive to the cemetery because AJ wants to talk to his mother,it's like a leave.He tells her what he will do.
Then they drive to AJ's house and Ruthie stays because AJ will leave tomorrow.They don't want to believe it and they are very emotional.The next day,AJ goes with Anthony to Village Inn to have breakfast.Then he takes his stuff and says "goodbye" to his house and drives to Ruthie.
->it isn't easy for him to leave this house although it wasn't very nice their.
->is's so good that he can talk to his mother
->what will happen in his future???Will he come back???


chapter 45:Ruthie
Ruthie talks about the leave from AJ,she has to cry all the time and after leaving her,she cries all weekend.Her life is empty without him and she feels lonely.
But the biggest surprise of the summer is that she meets Erika at the grocery store a week before a week before she has to leave.
They talk about their fight in the past and Ruthie says sorry to Erika,but she is affronted and she says that it should be easy to be Ruthie.Erika doesn't find it right to screw people up and then to say that you are sorry.Now Ruthie is ashamed and she tries to handle the situation.Erika tells Ruthie why was like a bitch,it's because she is light-skinned anh she was excluded because of that so she learned to fight!!!
So the two girls talk about their problems and about their feelings in refer to AJ.They aren't friends but they are able to toalk with each other in a normal way!!!
After this conversation Ruthie knows that she is ready to go her own way and she knows that she doens't know everything,but it's ok for her and she knows that it's ok to have vulnerability and innocence!!!!
->what will happen with her and AJ???
->the book is great,it shows the life of young people
->what about a movie???
->I can compare it with my friends